Tuesday, January 24, 2012 ; 12:17 PMY
Test test.
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Thursday, December 24, 2009 ; 4:01 PMY
I figured that it's time I move on..
So this will be my last post in Blogger.
I'll be moving to Wordpress.
:)
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So this will be my last post in Blogger.
I'll be moving to Wordpress.
:)
Click here
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 ; 12:06 AMY
*I've always loved the swings*
I wish I could give you the assurance you need.
But the thing is, I need it too.
And who says things will always be this good for us?
And what if I never get over this fear?
I wish we could take this leap
in a carefree nature.
No strings attached, no boundaries, no worries.
Especially the worries.
You make me wanna do so much better.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 ; 12:34 PMY
I got this cutie at Daiso.
:)
Was at Civic's McCafe yesterday with Wifey, indulging
in these sinful pleasures
when I saw Qidaa.
You cannot imagine how much I'm missing that girl.
We've not met so long she actually looked very different.
Maybe it's the haircut.
LOL.
I wish we could have a get together or something.
But everyone's so busy.
:(
I'm having the worst flu ever.
The yellow pills just ain't working.
!@^%$!@%^&!
And now I have phlegm too.
And I can't get them out without puking.
I know I'm grossing you people out,
but I don't care.
HA-HA.
Oh, someone tried to hack into my FB account.
Psycho much?
let it go, just let it go.
Monday, December 21, 2009 ; 12:36 PMY
Zureen told me to take the dive.
I just stared at her, speechless.
A few minutes later, I felt constricted.
I had the urge to run away.
To keep silent and not contact him.
My heart thumped so fast,
I could feel the sweat oozing from my palms.
Each time I get near this thought, I'll freak out beyond recognition.
This feeling is so alien to me...
:(
And I'm so afraid.
Sunday, December 20, 2009 ; 11:31 PMY
Because I'm lazy to type out and go into detail.
I'll just post some pichas ok?
Here's how today went like:
Had breaky at Mcs with Fam
Went to Granny's.
Went to Lisa's sister's wedding at Desa Kartika with Zureen
Went shopping at town.
Continued to shop at Lot 1.
Met Bongsu and Jojot awhile.
Ran back home like lost lunatics.
Ok The End.
I'm still sick.
Pfffffft!
I'll just post some pichas ok?
Here's how today went like:
Had breaky at Mcs with Fam
Went to Granny's.
Went to Lisa's sister's wedding at Desa Kartika with Zureen
Went shopping at town.
Continued to shop at Lot 1.
Met Bongsu and Jojot awhile.
Ran back home like lost lunatics.
Ok The End.
I'm still sick.
Pfffffft!
Saturday, December 19, 2009 ; 11:46 PMY
I've always been the kinda person who thinks
that feelings come with time.
Especially love.
I never believed the phrase "it takes a second to fall in love"
or was it a minute?
Oh well.
I'm not talking about love right now.
I'm just gonna talk about feelings.
Affection.
Infatuation.
Comfort, security, fondness.
Whatever that comes with it.
Everything but love, cause I'm staying away from it.
Jojot and I have known each other for a week.
But it felt like I've known him forever.
Every conversation we had never lasted less than 30 minutes.
And each time he calls, I worry about his phone bills.
Trust me, in a day, he can call me 3 times, all of which
are timed an hour plus.
The longest conversation we had was 4 hours.
Each conversation will always leave me red-faced,
from laughing too much or a tummy ache at most.
And I always have fun whenever we're together.
Like he said, it's hard to single out a dull moment between us.
Cause we're always cracking jokes and pulling each others' legs.
I've developed a soft spot for this guy.
Which is kinda weird considering that it's only a week.
I don't know where I'm heading here.
But what I know, is that I'm grateful to have him in my life right now.
Even if it's just for a moment.
He taught me how stereotype won't get me anywhere.
(He's not liking the idea of me dropping our contact once he hits NS)
But I guess I'll hafta wait and see.
Sometimes I feel like telling him to stop wasting his
time with me and just move on.
But it'll just upset him won't it?
:(
He's partly why I've been so elated.
I've never been more giggly in my life.
Jojot, is the kinda guy every girl needs after a breakup.
And I'm dead lucky to be that girl.
It didn't take much to hit off.
He chatted with me, gave me his number which I didn't
take down cause I can't be bothered initially
but was dead interested.
And a few bings and bangs later, here we are.
I'd term this infatuated at 1st sight.
He wants to hold on, while I've been contemplating about
letting go.
He's just awesome.
Just so awesome like that.
:)
that feelings come with time.
Especially love.
I never believed the phrase "it takes a second to fall in love"
or was it a minute?
Oh well.
I'm not talking about love right now.
I'm just gonna talk about feelings.
Affection.
Infatuation.
Comfort, security, fondness.
Whatever that comes with it.
Everything but love, cause I'm staying away from it.
Jojot and I have known each other for a week.
But it felt like I've known him forever.
Every conversation we had never lasted less than 30 minutes.
And each time he calls, I worry about his phone bills.
Trust me, in a day, he can call me 3 times, all of which
are timed an hour plus.
The longest conversation we had was 4 hours.
Each conversation will always leave me red-faced,
from laughing too much or a tummy ache at most.
And I always have fun whenever we're together.
Like he said, it's hard to single out a dull moment between us.
Cause we're always cracking jokes and pulling each others' legs.
I've developed a soft spot for this guy.
Which is kinda weird considering that it's only a week.
I don't know where I'm heading here.
But what I know, is that I'm grateful to have him in my life right now.
Even if it's just for a moment.
He taught me how stereotype won't get me anywhere.
(He's not liking the idea of me dropping our contact once he hits NS)
But I guess I'll hafta wait and see.
Sometimes I feel like telling him to stop wasting his
time with me and just move on.
But it'll just upset him won't it?
:(
He's partly why I've been so elated.
I've never been more giggly in my life.
Jojot, is the kinda guy every girl needs after a breakup.
And I'm dead lucky to be that girl.
It didn't take much to hit off.
He chatted with me, gave me his number which I didn't
take down cause I can't be bothered initially
but was dead interested.
And a few bings and bangs later, here we are.
I'd term this infatuated at 1st sight.
He wants to hold on, while I've been contemplating about
letting go.
He's just awesome.
Just so awesome like that.
:)
; 8:40 PMY
I wanna watch all of these!
When Alvin and the Chipmunks 1st came out,
I refused to watch it cause I believed it to be
a stupid show and I just can't stand stupid shows.
But then my dad bought the CD and after that,
I couldn't stop watching it!
Thus here I am, (a year later I guess?)
inviting everyone I know to watch the movie with me.
Hehe.
Maybe I'll watch it with the sisters.
:D
I feel feverish today.
But as usual, I've got no fever.
Just sick here and there and my right eye
feels funny.
Oh well, I hope I'll wake up healthy tomorrow.
I have to, I've a wedding to attend!
When Alvin and the Chipmunks 1st came out,
I refused to watch it cause I believed it to be
a stupid show and I just can't stand stupid shows.
But then my dad bought the CD and after that,
I couldn't stop watching it!
Thus here I am, (a year later I guess?)
inviting everyone I know to watch the movie with me.
Hehe.
Maybe I'll watch it with the sisters.
:D
I feel feverish today.
But as usual, I've got no fever.
Just sick here and there and my right eye
feels funny.
Oh well, I hope I'll wake up healthy tomorrow.
I have to, I've a wedding to attend!
Friday, December 18, 2009 ; 9:46 PMY
After close to a year, I met up with Izyan, Ainun,
Fandi, Zul and Haha for auditions at Taman Warisan.
It was an excuse to meet them and also try out for the new
Mediacorp show "Dikir Puteri" or "Puteri Dikir"?
Gosh I can't remember.
Anyways, we had to do it in 4s and Ainun let me go 1st cause
I had class at 3.30.
So the poor girl had to do it with strangers.
(Haha was just for support)
Khairuldin something was there.
When I saw him I was like "eh macam penah nampak eh"
and it took me a second later to realize that he's an actor.
(and the judge, clearly)
LOL.
Let me side track a lil.
I'm so freaking mad at Azureen right now cause
she forgot to turn off the steamer after using it and my room
is all steamy and I didn't notice it till she got home cause
the steamer was so dead silent and I had my back to the steamer
all along.
PFFT!
Anyways, after auditioning, Khairuldin something
asked me a question I couldn't answer on the spot.
:(
I really want to act.
And I don't want it to be obstructed by reasons like
costumes and whatever.
And I've got the feeling I might not get it because of that reason.
:(
I wish we had taken pichas.
It would have been nice, for keepsake.
I'm hoping we could meet again.
:)
My nose hurts.
Boo.
I'm liking this singlehood.
The independence and freedom.
I hope Jojot gives me my space.
I know he's very attached now but I'm hoping he doesn't
go overboard.
Cause if he does, like I told him, I'm gonna hafta say goodbye.
I don't wanna commit to anyone right now.
It's too tiring to even think about.
I just wanna focus all my energy on my school,
friends and family.
And trust me, I'm having fun as it is.
I'm having so much fun making Zureen feel guilty.
LOL!!!
life and it's tides
; 12:25 AMY
I looked through the pichas where we were captured
in together.
A series of smiles and happy faces.
Funnily, I felt nothing, but a certain emptiness.
No melancholy or whatever I'm supposed to feel.
But I know the fear exists.
Cause it's grown bigger.
But at the same time, that fear is being accompanied
by apathy.
Apathetic Fear.
Who would've thought they'd go hand in hand?
LOL
in together.
A series of smiles and happy faces.
Funnily, I felt nothing, but a certain emptiness.
No melancholy or whatever I'm supposed to feel.
But I know the fear exists.
Cause it's grown bigger.
But at the same time, that fear is being accompanied
by apathy.
Apathetic Fear.
Who would've thought they'd go hand in hand?
LOL
Jojot ♥
Thursday, December 17, 2009 ; 1:30 PMY
Chatting with Hyde always sets my neurons on overdrive.
We're always arguing about the stupidest things.
LOL
But hey, what are "kawans" for right Hyde??
:)
; 11:55 AMY
I know it seems like it's just an introduction to some cartoon show.
But if we were to listen to the lyrics clearly, we will
see how much it makes sense.
"The grass is greener on the other side"
How often have we heard this phrase but are not able to understand
it's meaning?
I find it weird that this song keeps playing in my head at random
moments ever since the breakup occurred.
I guess it's just my inner self telling me that the grass is truly
greener on the other side.
We often stay at the grass patch we're on because we're comfortable
with where we are.
We're afraid to move.
We're afraid of the uncertainty of change.
We're afraid that when we move, the situation on the other side
might not be as great as the one we currently have.
Kinda like "letting go of the diamond for a stone"?
So the question is,
"when do we know when to move and when not to?"
I'll leave it open for the public.
I have an answer, but it's just my opinion.
And they say "everyone's entitled to their own opinion"
Right?
:)
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 ; 10:08 PMY
This song is haunting me.
Ever since he bluetoothed it to me,
I've been singing it over and over again.
(but only the 1st two lines of the chorus)
Pfft.
Yesterday was a fun day filled with Monopoly,
Canadian Pizza, Ainun, Fid and Suhaimi.
:)
I'm hoping Fid would upload the pichas soon.
I have yet to see em.
And hopefully, next week will give us an opportunity
to meet up at no cost.
We're planing to do this every week
before Sumi goes off the serve the nation.
:(
I'm at a certain high I just don't wish to fall
and crumble to my knees.
Life's been good so far...
:)
I'm just stuck at the plans after Advanced Dip.
Apparently I have 3 options, all very tempting.
But the fickle me just can't decide...
Boo.
; 11:04 AMY
I was telling Zureen how calling me would be the
first thing he does when he wakes up.
And how he calls me before we both hit the sacks.
(the reason why I'm hardly online)
And how he was willing to change his number
just so it'll be free both ways.
And Zureen went "That's sad"
Curious, I asked "What's sad?"
Her reply, "He's so serious and you're only using him"
I just stood there, silent.
"Cat got my tongue" would have been the proper phrase.
Hesitantly, I said "I don't think I am anymore."
Hyde once said "You don't go breaking the poor boy's heart ah you"
And when he told me I fall for the wrong guys,
I looked back and think, I really do.
Cause this, is definitely the wrong guy.
In so many freaking ways.
but he makes me smile, laugh and giggle all the same.
first thing he does when he wakes up.
And how he calls me before we both hit the sacks.
(the reason why I'm hardly online)
And how he was willing to change his number
just so it'll be free both ways.
And Zureen went "That's sad"
Curious, I asked "What's sad?"
Her reply, "He's so serious and you're only using him"
I just stood there, silent.
"Cat got my tongue" would have been the proper phrase.
Hesitantly, I said "I don't think I am anymore."
Hyde once said "You don't go breaking the poor boy's heart ah you"
And when he told me I fall for the wrong guys,
I looked back and think, I really do.
Cause this, is definitely the wrong guy.
In so many freaking ways.
but he makes me smile, laugh and giggle all the same.
we'll take it slow...
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 ; 10:38 AMY
When people tell me of someone they've lost,
my heart will thump so fast
and at that instance, my mind will replay
the scenes from the past where the atmosphere was
heavy with tears, pain and sorrow.
It takes alot to hold back my own tears and block
all these memories away.
We know we'll all go someday.
Sometimes, when my mind stray, I'll imagine myself,
bounded in white and placed 7 feet from the ground.
I'll imagine myself in the dark, confined space that we
will call home once Death comes knocking on our doors.
And I'll panic.
I question myself each time if I'm ready for death.
If I'm ready to face Judgement Day.
If all the things I've done on Earth have been good enough.
But I know, deep down that nothing I've ever done will
be suffice.
I've committed many sins.
Some part flaws, some part choice
And I don't know how I'm to redeem myself to God
or whether God will accept my Taubat....
It kills me to know that we have to lose
the people we love, permanently.
But we cannot argue with God can we?
God has His reasons.
And He has promised us a better life after death if we follow
His orders.
But maybe sometimes, if we were to look at things,
Death is a great way to escape from this world.
Siti, I'm sorry for your loss.
I hope you're coping well...
The Sisterhood $1 is just a phone call away..
:)
♥
my heart will thump so fast
and at that instance, my mind will replay
the scenes from the past where the atmosphere was
heavy with tears, pain and sorrow.
It takes alot to hold back my own tears and block
all these memories away.
We know we'll all go someday.
Sometimes, when my mind stray, I'll imagine myself,
bounded in white and placed 7 feet from the ground.
I'll imagine myself in the dark, confined space that we
will call home once Death comes knocking on our doors.
And I'll panic.
I question myself each time if I'm ready for death.
If I'm ready to face Judgement Day.
If all the things I've done on Earth have been good enough.
But I know, deep down that nothing I've ever done will
be suffice.
I've committed many sins.
Some part flaws, some part choice
And I don't know how I'm to redeem myself to God
or whether God will accept my Taubat....
It kills me to know that we have to lose
the people we love, permanently.
But we cannot argue with God can we?
God has His reasons.
And He has promised us a better life after death if we follow
His orders.
But maybe sometimes, if we were to look at things,
Death is a great way to escape from this world.
Siti, I'm sorry for your loss.
I hope you're coping well...
The Sisterhood $1 is just a phone call away..
:)
♥
for God is Great
Monday, December 14, 2009 ; 11:15 PMY
My awesomest 3 days of December.
Nothing beats time off from school, chores
and all the stress that's been weighing on my shoulders.
*THIS IS THE FUNNIEST SCENE!!!!*
I was so happy throughout the 3 days.
Well, apart from that small hiccup between Iqa and I,
but I suppose the thing about being best friends is that
you brush away all the shits and go on being awesome together.
I love them people.
For making me laugh till I cried,
(VERY VERY rare for me)
who made me feel at ease,
who remind me that there's so many things out there
I can do if I put my mind and heart to it.
I made this retreat possible.
THAT, I'm very proud of.
And now, I feel like I can take on any project.
*beams*
Sometimes we need some ego boost eh?
LOL.
Nothing beats time off from school, chores
and all the stress that's been weighing on my shoulders.
*THIS IS THE FUNNIEST SCENE!!!!*
I was so happy throughout the 3 days.
Well, apart from that small hiccup between Iqa and I,
but I suppose the thing about being best friends is that
you brush away all the shits and go on being awesome together.
I love them people.
For making me laugh till I cried,
(VERY VERY rare for me)
who made me feel at ease,
who remind me that there's so many things out there
I can do if I put my mind and heart to it.
I made this retreat possible.
THAT, I'm very proud of.
And now, I feel like I can take on any project.
*beams*
Sometimes we need some ego boost eh?
LOL.
boy, you've got me blushing so bad.
; 11:59 AMY
My PM assignment.
And my 1st attempt at using the MS Publisher.
I hate assignments which involves designing things.
Cause clearly, I suck at it.
:(
I am hooked to this song.
Because of it's lyrics.
I found out during camp that I wasn't cheated on once,
but twice.
I've lost the game but hey, it's made me who I am today.
And I guess some people just can't change.
I salute you.
For being a great actor.
Really, you've got me fooled into thinking that the Love was real.
When we think we're good,
there's always someone better.
And I can safely say, I've met my Waterloo in this
game of love.
I've got so many "dates" this month I can't
remember the dates.
Nor can I remember who I'm to meet up with on those dates.
*grumble*
I wish people will invite me out on the week of the date
instead of weeks before it.
Girls, we have yet to celebrate the December babies' burpday.
And I miss you people like !$%$^^#@@
Sunday, December 13, 2009 ; 10:43 PMY
I'm BACK!!!!
Camp/Retreat was awesome and tiring.
Despite the lack of participants.
We laughed like there's no tomorrow.
Someone ended up calling me throughout the entire
camp.
The phrase "ready at my beck and call" really suited him
LOL.
But he's the weirdest.
SERIOUS.
And I keep questioning where this constant contact
will lead to.
Cause really, it's like battling with so many issues.
As for now, I'm keeping things on the low.
I'll try to get the pichas.
And maybe, if I bother, I'll post some here.
I'm just hoping I get my moolah back ASAP.
I'll die if I don't.
HOW TO SURVIVE?!
OMG!!!!
Ok I'm tired.
Toodles.
Oh oh!
I know I mentioned that I'll privatise my blog right?
But after a few minutes chatting with Hyde,
I decided against it.
Cause eventually, I won't blog at all.
Kuang kuang kuang.
Camp/Retreat was awesome and tiring.
Despite the lack of participants.
We laughed like there's no tomorrow.
Someone ended up calling me throughout the entire
camp.
The phrase "ready at my beck and call" really suited him
LOL.
But he's the weirdest.
SERIOUS.
And I keep questioning where this constant contact
will lead to.
Cause really, it's like battling with so many issues.
As for now, I'm keeping things on the low.
I'll try to get the pichas.
And maybe, if I bother, I'll post some here.
I'm just hoping I get my moolah back ASAP.
I'll die if I don't.
HOW TO SURVIVE?!
OMG!!!!
Ok I'm tired.
Toodles.
Oh oh!
I know I mentioned that I'll privatise my blog right?
But after a few minutes chatting with Hyde,
I decided against it.
Cause eventually, I won't blog at all.
Kuang kuang kuang.
Friday, December 11, 2009 ; 9:29 AMY
I was watching this while having my breaky.
It's a rare occasion but somehow I had
the sudden urge to eat cause my tummy was growling
and I was feeling nauseous.
This coming from a person who eats a meal a day.
I guess it's my tummy demanding it's food
cause I've been neglecting it's hunger call.
I just don't have the appetite to eat lately,
I don't know why.
Anyways back to my topic.
As I was saying I was watching Adventureland when suddenly
she appeared in the movie.
I was like "eh!"
And then I scrutinized her acting,
got frustrated and turned off the TV.
CAUSE SHE CAN'T ACT!
(not saying that I can but OMG!)
Her character in this movie and as Bella Swan is exactly
the same!!!!
Emotionless, boring and dead
Need I say more?
But oh well, like my dad would say
I can complain about her acting skills but she'll
be the one with the big bucks and fame.
Pfft.
Life is SO unfair.
:(
piss off
Thursday, December 10, 2009 ; 12:38 PMY
Rushing for time.
Suddenly everything seems incomplete.
And the freaking retreat is tomorrow.
What have we been doing?
I have plans to privatize this blog.
So readers, please leabve your email.
Else you'll just hafta read off FB's notes.
Meaning you can't watch videos.
Boo.
I've to go shopping for food and BBQ stuffs.
I've to iron the clothes.
I've to pack for the retreat.
I've to rush to school and back again
I wish I can teleport or maybe freeze time while I'm
doing my work.
:(
Oh well, tonight better be worth it.
psst.
I meant what I said last night.
the one who's new to me.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 ; 12:10 AMY
I wondered throughout the night why
my eye twitched during MMR.
For a moment I thought it was cause someone
passed away cause the last time it did twitch,
I lost someone dear.
And I was si afraid it will happen again cause it's just unbearable.
Then after that, Hyde texted about the results.
It hit me so hard I was shaking when I tore
the result slip open.
But it wasn't that at all.
Yes my results could have been better but
it was no reason to cry.
Not until this.
It was like scratching on a healing wound...
but it made sense somehow.
I'll live with the pain and I suppose it'll make me stronger?
I'm still depressed about my results.
I'm blaming it on my assignment.
Because I was too opinionated and too technical.
Both in one report.
-.-
KL really is too strict.
Well at least I didn't get my marks minus cause
I missed out on the register number.
I'd kill myself for that seriously.
LOL
my eye twitched during MMR.
For a moment I thought it was cause someone
passed away cause the last time it did twitch,
I lost someone dear.
And I was si afraid it will happen again cause it's just unbearable.
Then after that, Hyde texted about the results.
It hit me so hard I was shaking when I tore
the result slip open.
But it wasn't that at all.
Yes my results could have been better but
it was no reason to cry.
Not until this.
It was like scratching on a healing wound...
but it made sense somehow.
I'll live with the pain and I suppose it'll make me stronger?
I'm still depressed about my results.
I'm blaming it on my assignment.
Because I was too opinionated and too technical.
Both in one report.
-.-
KL really is too strict.
Well at least I didn't get my marks minus cause
I missed out on the register number.
I'd kill myself for that seriously.
LOL
when will the pain go?
Tuesday, December 8, 2009 ; 11:06 AMY
Cause you are my sweetie pie.
*blush*
LOL
Monday, December 7, 2009 ; 10:26 PMY
You know, I'm really a shy person.
It's just that I'm so good at covering all this
shyness with my loud and random act.
Yes.
I'm shy and the Atika you people
know is just an act.
Yunus called just now.
And he was like telling me how his gf isn't around.
Jokingly he said "kau jadi full time aku ah for one week"
I was shy.
I stammered and laughed.
Really, I'm that shy.
I avoided the topic and went "Nad gi ane?"
He replied "Bali"
I was going on about how awesome it must be to
just come home from Bangkok and is now in
Bali for another holiday.
Without thinking, I mean literally without thinking.
I asked "aku nak jadi matair kau boleh?"
Yunus therafter went "Ha. Kau nak jadi matair aku?"
By then I realized my error and was blushing profusely
(but of course no one could see it cause I was alone in the room.)
And went "Eh, eh!"
And laughed non stop in nervousness.
Yunus, with much confidence went
"Kau nak jadi matair aku ke nak jadi macam matair aku?
Ada difference tau"
And because I'm so embarassed by my boo boo,
I sheepishly laughed and went "NAK JADI MACAM MATAIR KAU!"
God, that was so embarassing.
And did I not mention that I am a shy person?
I think some people are probably rolling their
eyes right now.
LOL.
Sometimes, I look at the way I type and wonder what
happened to my close to flawless grammar I had back
in Secondary school.
My flow of my words are choppy and the words
do not come to me as freely as they used to.
One would think that taking Mass Comm would improve one's
English but I suppose I'm a living proof that
the claim is wrong.
Boo.
I miss having English lessons.
Be it with Ms Lee or Mrs Meya.
They were the best educators I had.
OH!
And Saul of course.
My favouritest *beams*
It's just that I'm so good at covering all this
shyness with my loud and random act.
Yes.
I'm shy and the Atika you people
know is just an act.
Yunus called just now.
And he was like telling me how his gf isn't around.
Jokingly he said "kau jadi full time aku ah for one week"
I was shy.
I stammered and laughed.
Really, I'm that shy.
I avoided the topic and went "Nad gi ane?"
He replied "Bali"
I was going on about how awesome it must be to
just come home from Bangkok and is now in
Bali for another holiday.
Without thinking, I mean literally without thinking.
I asked "aku nak jadi matair kau boleh?"
Yunus therafter went "Ha. Kau nak jadi matair aku?"
By then I realized my error and was blushing profusely
(but of course no one could see it cause I was alone in the room.)
And went "Eh, eh!"
And laughed non stop in nervousness.
Yunus, with much confidence went
"Kau nak jadi matair aku ke nak jadi macam matair aku?
Ada difference tau"
And because I'm so embarassed by my boo boo,
I sheepishly laughed and went "NAK JADI MACAM MATAIR KAU!"
God, that was so embarassing.
And did I not mention that I am a shy person?
I think some people are probably rolling their
eyes right now.
LOL.
Sometimes, I look at the way I type and wonder what
happened to my close to flawless grammar I had back
in Secondary school.
My flow of my words are choppy and the words
do not come to me as freely as they used to.
One would think that taking Mass Comm would improve one's
English but I suppose I'm a living proof that
the claim is wrong.
Boo.
I miss having English lessons.
Be it with Ms Lee or Mrs Meya.
They were the best educators I had.
OH!
And Saul of course.
My favouritest *beams*
you won't admit you love me
; 10:49 AMY
The last one to turn 20.
Happy burpday dearest!
It's been a swell year.
With the celebration in April and Hari Raya.
Outings with you and the kecohrables are always, ALWAYS
a BLAST!
Can't wait to meet you.
Hope you have an awesome time today.
:)
Much love, me.
I borrowed this book.
Just grabbed it off the shelf.
And I'm halfway through it now.
I must say it's been doing great to my mind.
It makes me realize things I never noticed before.
I'll go into detain when I have the time.
Or maybe when I'm through reading it.
:)
A sudden memory hit me.
And I went to Google.
LOOOKK!!!!!
*Then*
*Now*
Isn't he like so HOT!?
*melts*
I swear I went GAGA over him when we were dancing
to his I want Candy back in Primary 5.
But now... gosh!
*speechless*
Oh, he's Aaron Carter by the way.
Ok I so gotta get ready for school.
I'm excited about tomorrow night.
*wriggles eyebrows*
Sunday, December 6, 2009 ; 12:45 AMY
I rarely post burpday wishes for guy friends.
Cause firstly, I can't be bothered
and secondly, I only do this for special people.
So here's a big Happy 2oth Burpday
to my part time bf!
Hahakz.
My best friend.
For standing by me through it all.
For being there and taking the blame for
all the jealous boyfriends I had.
LOL.
For just being yourself.
And no, we can never go back to secondary school days.
I'm quite contented with what I have.
And may you and Nad last long
:)
I called him at 12 on the dot to wish him.
We chatted for 15 minutes or so then hung up.
A second after that, he called back and went
"Eh rabak seh aku. Kau wish beh aku tak cakap thank you"
I was laughing my ass off by then.
A quick goodbye after that and the line went dead.
And I was still laughing.
Yunus Yunus.
Kau betul nye gila.
I've gotta text the other burpday kids as well.
December is heavy with burpdays!!!!
Hahakz.
2010 is approaching.
And I must say, I'm curious as to what's in store for me.
Excited, anxious, fearful.
You name em all.
But if I do make it, I'm sure of one thing.
God has made me live another year.
And that, is one of the best gift one can have.
:)
Cause firstly, I can't be bothered
and secondly, I only do this for special people.
So here's a big Happy 2oth Burpday
to my part time bf!
Hahakz.
My best friend.
For standing by me through it all.
For being there and taking the blame for
all the jealous boyfriends I had.
LOL.
For just being yourself.
And no, we can never go back to secondary school days.
I'm quite contented with what I have.
And may you and Nad last long
:)
I called him at 12 on the dot to wish him.
We chatted for 15 minutes or so then hung up.
A second after that, he called back and went
"Eh rabak seh aku. Kau wish beh aku tak cakap thank you"
I was laughing my ass off by then.
A quick goodbye after that and the line went dead.
And I was still laughing.
Yunus Yunus.
Kau betul nye gila.
I've gotta text the other burpday kids as well.
December is heavy with burpdays!!!!
Hahakz.
2010 is approaching.
And I must say, I'm curious as to what's in store for me.
Excited, anxious, fearful.
You name em all.
But if I do make it, I'm sure of one thing.
God has made me live another year.
And that, is one of the best gift one can have.
:)
pocketful of sunshine.
Saturday, December 5, 2009 ; 12:17 AMY
And thus, these 2 boys made my day.
Funny how I lost a boyfriend and still have
my boy friends.
And I've got my girls and my best friends.
Not forgetting my sisters and my MI mates.
Funny how I thought I've lost it all,
only to realize later on that I have it all.
:)
Accompanied Ajit for a job interview.
Thereafter we went for lunch at BK,
played arcade and watched...
You know when I first watched Twilight, it was awesome.
And then I read the books.
And now after watching New Moon, it seemed like Edward Cullen
and Bella Swan just aren't that awesome anymore.
Cause the actors suck!
Apart from Jacob Black that is.
The actors weren't able to deliver the kinda emotions
that Stephanie Meyer portrayed in the book.
It was on surface level.
I didn't feel that connection and I was frustrated!
Bella was detached.
And Edward isn't as good looking as the book described him to be.
I was sooo disappointed!
Anyways, after the movie, Ajit and I met Yunus.
And those boys hit off so well on the topic on bikes.
When they were done, they both bullied me.
And when that was done, Yunus came up with some
lame ass jokes which got me laughing like a hyena.
Yunus left after that and I accompanied Ajit
to wait for his friend.
During that period, we had a heart to heart conversation.
Simply put, Ajit slapped some sense into my head.
And after that, I felt better.
:)
Yunus called me to make sure I was home.
Like he always does whenever I meet him.
Even if it's just walking distance.
Weird.
But I guess it's his way of showing concern?
Ajit reminded me that no matter how many lemons
Life throws at me, I should always remember
that I have my friends.
And the only person who can pick me up and
save myself from my fall, is myself.
So, just to be sure, I've promised myself
to stay away from trouble.
This means, I'm staying away from my past,
and the people that made it sour.
God bless them.
